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[Wednesday
September 6th, 2006
10:10pm] |
this journal is going to be full of pictures from now on.
one picture to represent one day.
i'm tired of words; this is one more step to becoming completely anti-social
one side of me is worried about the way this year is going so far
but the other side of my is secretly happy to have all this time to myself lately.
the one thing i'm 100% agreed with myself on is the fact that i have absolutely no time to practice. i really miss my music. it's so much a part of me and i didn't even realize it until it wasn't part of my daily routine anymore.
this year is not all bad though.
i'm looking forward to playing in the olmos ensemble SO MUCH.
it is going to be one of the best things i will do for a while, i'm sure.
besides going to the academy next year.
i've got to find a way to go...it's just not an option.
i can't stay here for one more year. i've got to get out of here.
and the way things are going...noone will even notice i'm gone
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[Thursday
August 24th, 2006
9:13pm] |
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school is 80% exhaustion and 20% thinking constantly about how the only place i want to be in the whole world is the Academy.
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[Tuesday
June 20th, 2006
9:33pm] |
i like:
shopping for travel stuff
being able to take 3 suitcases
playing scrabble with my friends
[sort-of like] ftx
michael buble
& photo strips.
what do you like?
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[Sunday
June 11th, 2006
10:45pm] |
i'm in washington d.c. right now :]
the trip has been fun...at first our family was really sick of each other but actually once we got to williamsburg for my grandparents wedding anniversary thing, everyone started magically getting along. it was weird. even though the place is a little creepy...its kinda like the stepford wives. complete with like (whatever number it is?)-course dinners and everything. (& yeah...panda express is wayy better).
whats really made this trip so far have been ( the people )
so now i'm sitting at a hotel with internet access, the first one all trip. & i'm having an amazing time. but i'll be sooo glad to be home in 2 days. i miss my flute so much. which sounds ridiculous. but it's trueee.
lets hang out when i get back! :]
882.7684
♥
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[Monday
June 5th, 2006
12:25pm] |
lsjdglskjdlg! OMGGGG!
i just got the BEST news of my MUSIC CAREER
[besides this summer]
omggg it was like...the mail saved my life or something
omg that totally [almost] made up for state.
& it made up for the 3 parties that i'm gonna missss cause i'm gonna be in virginia for the next week for my grandparents 50th wedding anniversary.
omgomgomgomg i can't believe it believe it believe itttt.
whats up with today?
it's just getting better and better and ( betterrrr )
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[Friday
June 2nd, 2006
10:39pm] |
i'm grounded until i get back from interlochen, which is august 3rd.
my mom isnt herself & i dont recognize her. & i want my real mom back.
my dad...well i dont fucking know what happened to him.
i've been grounded 4 times this week. ungrounded 2. not counting today.
we'll see if this sentence lasts
but i have a bad feeling.
my parents aren't my parents anymore.
please keep in touch.
882-7684.
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[Wednesday
May 31st, 2006
9:38pm] |
oh & this was the car trip to dallas.
haha i took them out the window.
( pictures. )
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[Wednesday
May 31st, 2006
9:09pm] |
i'm watching a documentary about symphony musicians
it's one of the most interesting things i've ever seen.
they are all geniuses
i think i've come to the realization that i could never be one of them.
anyway.
these past couple weeks have been more eventful than the whole entire year.
let's see.
there was comm arts banquet, which was amazinng. i had a wonderful time. i danced for the first time at a school event. every kind of dancing too. even gangster dancing. i felt very accomplished.
i thought i was 100% over him but yesterday i realized that i'm not even close. thank goodness for summer. it will help me forget. breaks are always a good thing.
last friday i came in the door after school and there was a message playing on the message machine...and was mr. perkes inviting me to play in the young artists series of the olmos ensemble next year...and they're paying me...and its going to be amazing and i can't believe he even considered me for it let alone invited me. mr. perkes is quickly becoming one of my favorite people. he's one of the smartest people i have ever met & i have leraned soo much from him. it's ridiculous.
i'm looking forward to interlochen but at the same time i'm freaking out about how i am going to get everything that i need & more importantly how i'm going to get it on a plane all the way to freaking michigan. this is going to require a lot of thinking.
i wonder if i'm going to be a completely different person when i get back.
i wonder i'm going to recognize my friends next year.
supposedly this is the summer where we all change the most.
anyway, back to earth.
tomorrow is the chemistry exam. will i fail?
the espanol examen today was muy dificil, i thought.
and english..pshh we'll see how that goes.
good luck everyone w/ your finals & the end of the school year :]
♥
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[Thursday
May 11th, 2006
9:56pm] |
first order of business.
CONGRATULATIONS KIM CLEMONS!
you knew it. you knew it.
second...
tonight made my head spin.
it was amazing & sad & long.
i was so busy being in stress mode, where i make myself immune to things, that it was sort of a surprise to have time to feel sad or happy or surprised.
surprise being the key word.
[stars & stripes, 05!!, hugs, DMs, SLs, council, war chant]
good surprises and surprising surprises.
i saw my big sisters from 05.
& michael greene & robert farias & alex & brandon.
i remember thinking...if i missed them last years seniors this much, whats it going to be like when 06 is gone?
its funny how i got so caught up this year in just surviving until june 3rd that i forgot that i was also counting down til the day when some of the best people i know will be leaving.
the juniors my freshman year were the ones that adopted me & brought me into the "family". i owe a lot to them.
next year is going to be a lot different.
i guess you just have to learn to adapt.
oh & allison? 98.7%. :/
♥
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[Wednesday
April 26th, 2006
8:50pm] |
here's what i miss.
our friendship,
the days when i used to get home before 8:30 at night,
my cell phone,
my 9:00 bedtime,
lucky charms,
my old routine.
my clean room,
thunderstorms,
hanging out with my mom,
time to practice,
& hugs.
here is what i want.
[all of the above]
here is what i'm not going to get.
[all of the above]
this is the part of the school year where you have to focus all your energy into just making it out alive & sane.
[edit: we got lucky charms. thank god.]
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| so here's the deal |
[Sunday
April 23rd, 2006
9:24pm] |
i kind of got myself into a situation and i need your helppp. i have to sell 60 raffle tickets by next sunday for yosa and i haven't sold anyyy so far. ok so here's why you should buy one right now:
the grand prize is an all-expenses paid trip to paris for 2 [$2000]
& if you dont win that then you could win a $500 to julian gold OR a dior gift from saks [$425]. and your chances of winning are like super good because i havent sold anyyy tickets so far.
is that reason enough or what?
ok so if you want to help me out [& you go to comm arts/taft] then find me tomorrow & i'll hook you up. the tickets are $5 each.
buy one & i swear i'll love you forever :]
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[Friday
April 21st, 2006
8:48pm] |
today was a scary day because i felt mad twice today. but not like average mad, the kind of mad where my heart felt wierd and my chest was tightening up and my eyes were watering up and i couldn't think straight. that kind of mad. it was scary because i couldn't control it. and it was scary because i haven't gotten that mad in forever...maybe even years...and then it happened 2 times in the same day.
the first time was when mrs. peterson ripped the sign off of mr. burch's desk. and i have absolutely no clue why i got so mad about that. i honestly don't know. it just really set me off.
the second time was when i saw something that i knew was going to happen but i hoped never would...and when i saw it i went out of control. [yeah i have never played scales so fast in my life...anger management...anger management...]
i'm worried about how things are turning out.
& i'm worried about how to cut myself off from this awful situation i've put myself in.
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[Sunday
April 16th, 2006
7:38pm] |
this weekend was 10 times more bearable than i thought it would be. my cousins hannah and megan were absolutelyyy adorable. we ate more mexican food than i ever would care to eat in the next year, and we spent a lot of time making decisions. we had a little kids easter egg hunt and a big kids one. i got more chocolate than i needed. megan lost a tooth and she had the easter bunny and the tooth fairy visit her in one night. i learned how to navigate around my room with an air bed in the middle. i learned how to avoid the paparazzi as well. i answered a lot of questions about school and interlochen :]. most importantly, i had fun.
( the next welch's spokeswomen )
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[Tuesday
April 11th, 2006
8:36pm] |
by the numbers:
110: grade that i'm going to get on this test of my patience.
2: number of days that i've survived so far
2 to go
3 days of family reunion
17 people in my family coming to sa-town.
1: number of cousins that are going to drive me insane
1923749187: number of hours it's going to take to clean my room
500: number of words i have left to write for my english essay.
6: time i'm waking up tomorrow. so much for late start.
3: number of diet cokes in a day that it's taking to keep me sane
0: number of seconds that i'm not thinking about him.
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[Monday
April 3rd, 2006
7:07pm] |
i've been making a lot of lj visits lately
but this one is necessary.
today i will fulfill a promise that i've been waiting to keep since friday afternoon.
self-controlll.
& ps: i hope it rainsss!
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[Thursday
March 30th, 2006
6:57pm] |
this week:
-technology frustrated me.
-a certain recent event made me rethink my priorities.
-i got better at focusing.
-i read an amazing book.
-i fought more than usual with my parents
-i got a full 9 hours of sleep.
-i rediscovered the joy of diet cokes + dancing.
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[Wednesday
March 22nd, 2006
5:08pm] |
words of wisdom
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| florida |
[Saturday
March 18th, 2006
2:03pm] |
my feet are swollen and my legs are sunburned and i'm sooo tired but i am HAPPY. it has been an amazing week.
First and foremost:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNY!
Second:
( best news of the week )
I'm so excited I can't even describe how I feel. So I won't try to.
Third.
I went to Florida.
( ROADTRIP )
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[Thursday
March 9th, 2006
9:11pm] |
FLORIDA FLORIDA FLORIDA!
[take home test]
:]
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| 6 quick things |
[Wednesday
March 8th, 2006
8:06pm] |
1) my little brother ran the 800 and the mile today and came in 4th & 7th!! i'm so proud of him! no matter what nik says.
2) it's been stressful getting ready for florida (3 words: bus, shorts, money) but all in all i'm still excited.
3) i made friends with a freshman. before i might have overlooked him but certain circumstances made me lucky.
4) i have approximately 2 weeks left :/ i don't know if i can do it. in fact i'm pretty positive that i can't.
5) does anyone else miss mr. burch? at all?
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