the first time was when mrs. peterson ripped the sign off of mr. burch's desk. and i have absolutely no clue why i got so mad about that. i honestly don't know. it just really set me off.
the second time was when i saw something that i knew was going to happen but i hoped never would...and when i saw it i went out of control. [yeah i have never played scales so fast in my life...anger management...anger management...]
i'm worried about how things are turning out.
& i'm worried about how to cut myself off from this awful situation i've put myself in.