September 6th, 2006

heartsss

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this journal is going to be full of pictures from now on.
one picture to represent one day.
i'm tired of words; this is one more step to becoming completely anti-social
one side of me is worried about the way this year is going so far
but the other side of my is secretly happy to have all this time to myself lately.
the one thing i'm 100% agreed with myself on is the fact that i have absolutely no time to practice. i really miss my music. it's so much a part of me and i didn't even realize it until it wasn't part of my daily routine anymore.

this year is not all bad though.
i'm looking forward to playing in the olmos ensemble

SO MUCH

.
it is going to be one of the best things i will do for a while, i'm sure.
besides going to the academy next year.
i've got to find a way to go...it's just not an option.
i can't stay here for one more year. i've got to get out of here.
and the way things are going...noone will even notice i'm gone