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so here's the deal

i kind of got myself into a situation and i need your helppp. i have to sell 60 raffle tickets by next sunday for yosa and i haven't sold anyyy so far. ok so here's why you should buy one right now:

the grand prize is an all-expenses paid trip to paris for 2 [$2000]
& if you dont win that then you could win a $500 to julian gold OR a dior gift from saks [$425]. and your chances of winning are like super good because i havent sold anyyy tickets so far.

is that reason enough or what?

ok so if you want to help me out [& you go to comm arts/taft] then find me tomorrow & i'll hook you up. the tickets are $5 each.

buy one & i swear i'll love you forever :]
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today was a scary day because i felt mad twice today. but not like average mad, the kind of mad where my heart felt wierd and my chest was tightening up and my eyes were watering up and i couldn't think straight. that kind of mad. it was scary because i couldn't control it. and it was scary because i haven't gotten that mad in forever...maybe even years...and then it happened 2 times in the same day.

the first time was when mrs. peterson ripped the sign off of mr. burch's desk. and i have absolutely no clue why i got so mad about that. i honestly don't know. it just really set me off.

the second time was when i saw something that i knew was going to happen but i hoped never would...and when i saw it i went out of control. [yeah i have never played scales so fast in my life...anger management...anger management...]

i'm worried about how things are turning out.

& i'm worried about how to cut myself off from this awful situation i've put myself in.
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this weekend was 10 times more bearable than i thought it would be. my cousins hannah and megan were absolutelyyy adorable. we ate more mexican food than i ever would care to eat in the next year, and we spent a lot of time making decisions. we had a little kids easter egg hunt and a big kids one. i got more chocolate than i needed. megan lost a tooth and she had the easter bunny and the tooth fairy visit her in one night. i learned how to navigate around my room with an air bed in the middle. i learned how to avoid the paparazzi as well. i answered a lot of questions about school and interlochen :]. most importantly, i had fun.

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by the numbers:



110: grade that i'm going to get on this test of my patience.
2: number of days that i've survived so far
2 to go
3 days of family reunion
17 people in my family coming to sa-town.
1: number of cousins that are going to drive me insane
1923749187: number of hours it's going to take to clean my room
500: number of words i have left to write for my english essay.
6: time i'm waking up tomorrow. so much for late start.
3: number of diet cokes in a day that it's taking to keep me sane
0: number of seconds that i'm not thinking about him.
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i've been making a lot of lj visits lately
but this one is necessary.

today i will fulfill a promise that i've been waiting to keep since friday afternoon.

self-controlll.



& ps: i hope it rainsss!
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this week:

-technology frustrated me.
-a certain recent event made me rethink my priorities.
-i got better at focusing.
-i read an amazing book.
-i fought more than usual with my parents
-i got a full 9 hours of sleep.
-i rediscovered the joy of diet cokes + dancing.
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6 quick things

1) my little brother ran the 800 and the mile today and came in 4th & 7th!! i'm so proud of him! no matter what nik says.

2) it's been stressful getting ready for florida (3 words: bus, shorts, money) but all in all i'm still excited.

3) i made friends with a freshman. before i might have overlooked him but certain circumstances made me lucky.

4) i have approximately 2 weeks left :/ i don't know if i can do it. in fact i'm pretty positive that i can't.

5) does anyone else miss mr. burch? at all?